Quotes & Poems

“He still asks about you, you know.”

She gets a pang of longing and hurt in her chest. “I know.” She whispers

“Do you ever think about getting in contact again?”

She’s silent for a moment. “I would love nothing more than to run to him.” She says, smiling, thinking back to him. “But so much happened. So much hurt. I was broken after it ended. I can’t risk having to say goodbye again, it destroyed me for a long time. So would I want to? I would love nothing more. Will I? No.”

- from melindacarolinee.tumblr.com

"I've been thinking too much, help me."

"I'm not as fine as I seem."

"Pardon me for yelling."

"Stay alive, stay alive, for me."

"Power to the local dreamer."

-  twenty one pilots |-/

maaf…terkadang aku lupa.
aku bukanlah apa-apa.
yang tak lebih dari apa-apa.
namun mengharap apa-apa.

- from estehmanistanpagula.tumblr.com

Senjaku kini berbeda. 

Tak ada lagi harapan-harapan tentangmu.
Tak ada lagi perjuangan-perjuanganku yang menggebu.
Lebih tepatnya, tak boleh ada lagi.

Senjaku kini berbeda. 
Kucoba hapuskan seribu bayang tentangmu.
Kubuka kembali hati pada dia yang sedia tinggal.
Agar aku dapat rasakan hangat senjaku kembali.

- from tsabitparid.tumblr.com

Kamu tidak pernah gagal membuatku tersenyum, sekalipun aku sadar kamu bukan lah milikku.

- from fillyshertia.tumblr.com

 Seperti dipaksa memutar jarum jam ke arah berlawanan, 

Kau singgah dalam mimpiku hari ini, dan 
semua kenangan pun muncul ke permukaan…

Aku ini pelupa.
Tapi entah bagaimana otakku bekerja, 
setiap hal tentangmu tetap utuh di kepala…

……

Kenapa begitu sulit rasanya menghapus kenangan?
Meski kita pada akhirnya sama-sama terluka, dan
melumatnya dalam caci maki dan teriakan…

Aku toh tak bisa lupa. 
Tentangmu, ada cerita yang tak mudah enyah di kepala
Mengingatmu dalam waktu yang seakan mundur teratur, aku merasa hampa…

- from miftahulfikri.tumblr.com

Kenshi Yonezu - Eine Kleine lyrics (English translation)

You know i'm really truly grateful to have met somebody just like you
But life, it goes along, and from what I know, that means we'll have to part soon
Now carrying these memories which pain me with a smile
I walk away from yesterday to our fated goodbye

If I were to go through life living just to take somebody else's place
Then I would rather have been born as a pebble, living out my peaceful days 
Then maybe we could then avoid misunderstandings too
And then maybe I would never have ever gotten to know you

All I ever wanted was for you to hear my thoughts, all my dreams and fears, just say them out
Yet I go and lie to you and say I'd rather not, even though you never found me out
I'm just so much weaker than you thought I ever was, than you ever would’ve wanted to believe
So why? Tell me. Tell me!

With this endless pain in my heart, tearing me apart, but also you beside me
Can't you see how happy I'd be? I'd smile and I'd say, "It was all for the best you see"
As the world in front of me melts and fades away, I only have one thing to say:
These miracles flooding me won't make it go away
Because I can still hear your voice calling out my name

If you’re just going to get lost and never find a place where you belong
Deep in my heart I wished you’d let someone else do that, but I knew all along
Pretending not to understand, we turned the other cheek
I’m sure one day we’ll laugh again as the cycle then repeats

All that I can do is beg as hard as I can, but the nightmares keep on haunting me
Even though I’ve seen you leave a hundred thousand times, I can only watch you disappear
I'm just so much weaker than you thought I ever was, than you ever would’ve wanted to believe
So why? Tell me. Tell me!

For the nights I won’t make it through, I spend beside you, while holding onto your hand
Telling me I will and I can, I pray every night that days like this will never end
Painting colours vivid and bright I see every time I go ahead and close my eyes
Just what should I do so everything remains the same?
Hey, is it alright if I keep calling out your name?

In the moment I was born, I wouldn’t stop screaming 
Saying that I wanted to fade away and disappear
Ever since the day I stopped, I had always been searching,
For the one I'd someday meet,
For the you that has to leave

With this endless pain in my heart, tearing me apart, but also you beside me
Can't you see how happy I'd be? I'd smile and I'd say, "It was all for the best you see"
As the world in front of me melts and fades away, I only have one thing to say:
These miracles flooding me won't make it go away
Because I can still hear your voice calling out my name 
Hey, is it alright if I keep calling out your name?

DAOKO - 水星 (Suisei) lyrics (Japanese version)

DAOKO - Suisei

Taiyou ga terasu 

Odakyu-sen-nai 
Ano ko no naka ja ima mo mada kengai 
Ren'ai en nai yappa sen'nai 
Keitai kara no myujikku antei-zai 

Kaisha de settai semai sekai
Egai teta e to mi kurabete memai
Ha, mou, kon'na no arienai…
Mouichido kontinyu shitai yo 

Kirameku neon gomi ga hikaru machi 
Oi shiranu mimi shinji teru akashi 
Chekku suru nyusongu 
Disuko wa uchuu musuku no kaori no kimi ni muchu 

Mujuryoku de fuyu hate no nai kuukan pukapuka
Guruguru mawaru wakusei notte
Doko made mo yukeru yoo

Mekurumeku mirabouru notte 
Suisei ni demo tabi ni deyou ka 
Itsuka mita sono sakini nani ga aru to iu no 

Kirakira hikaru hoshi no hazama de
Futari odoriakashitara
Motto kagayaku toko ni kimi o tsurete iku yo
Ki ni naru boui wa kon'ya doko ni 
Tashikani pachipachi hajiketa oto 
Ashita ni wa wasure chau no ka na 

Purazuma hashiru inazuma
Kurakura shi chau na
Sarasara kurokami no adeyaka-sa
Doko ka de kiita youna kashi joutai sa
Atashi ga shiranai yoru wa doko? 
Anata no shitteru asa ga mitai 
Anokoha asamade kurabu ibu 
Aitsu wa hiruma mo yume no naka 

Kyokanaku shin'nyu suru hizashi
Kurabu kaeri komoru mimi no oku
Musubu naru sunuzu kara
Itten shinten tsuchi-on wa kimi no namae
Mekurumeku mirabouru notte suisei ni 
Demo tabi ni deyou ka 
Itsuka mita sono sakini nani ga aru to iu no 

Kirakira hikaru hoshi no hazama de
Futari odoriakashitara
Motto kagayaku toko ni Kimi o tsurete iku yo
Mekurumeku mirabouru notte suisei ni
demo tabi ni deyou ka 
Itsuka mita sono sakini 
nani ga aru to iu no 

Kirakira hikaru hoshi no hazama de
futari odoriakashitara
Motto kagayaku toko ni kimi o tsurete iku yo
Suisei ni demo tabi ni deyou ka

KAITO - Akutoku no Jajjimento/Judgement of Corruption lyrics (Japanese version)

KAITO - Judgement of Corruption

[rengou kokka USE ni oite  seifu chokka no saibansho o shihai shi, shibutsuka suru otoko ga ita.  kare no na wa GALLERIA MARLON.  nochi no yo ni oite "collector" to mo yobareta jinbutsu de aru.]
["saa  kaitei no jikan da"]
[Daiichiwa  akutoku saibankan to yogosareta houtei]
yogosareta shihou hikoku no hinpu de kimaru zaijou [houritsu seigi soshou saiban genkoku hikoku muzai yuuzai] houtei no nushi taru watashi ga nozomu no wa  seigi yori kane [bouchou shounin kokuhatsu kyakka jinmon bengo kiso shoukan]
gokuakunin de mo kane sae haraeba  sukutte yaru sa jigoku no sata mo kane shidai
youshi ya nenrei  jinshu ya seibetsu subete kankei nai [wairo gishou baishuu enzai giman kenryoku yuchaku oshoku] taisetsu na koto wa  kane ga haraeru ka tada sore dake da [kane kane kane kane kane kane kane kane]
omae no jinsei wa watashi shidai sukui ga hoshikerya kane o dase
sou tsumi wa watashi no sajikagen hitotsu akutoku no JAJJIMENTO enzai no numa kara SUKUwaretai naraba motto o-kane o watashinasai
[Dainiwa  hakoniwa on musume to daizai no utsuwa]
ashi no fujiyuu na  musume no tame ni mo kane ga hitsuyou [jiko oyako chiryou fuka kibou majutsu "Ma" yuujin] daizai no utsuwa  nanatsu ga soroeba negai wa kanau [keiyaku akuma shuushuu utsuwa fukkatsu saisei hitsuyou keihi]
kyou mo kurihirogerareru giwaku no houtei akunin ga warai zennin ga naku
sou tsumi wa watashi no sajikagen hitotsu akutoku no JAJJIMENTO mizukara no higan o kanaeru tame naraba hidou no tsuchi o furuitsuzukeru
[Daisanwa  naisen no hajimaru to owaru saiban]
minshuu-goroshi no  akuratsu shougun shizai wa touzen watasareta wairo  watashi wa hikoku ni muzai o tsugeta
makiokoru ikari  hajimatta naisen korosareta shougun muzan na shitai  no ni sarasu
[E.C.983-nen 8-gatsu  REVIANTA nairan ga hassei.  OOSUDIN shougun no zansatsu shitai ga  jitaku no niwa de hakken sareru.]
ikari no hokosaki  watashi e to mukai moesakaru ie itoshii "musume" yo futari issho nara  kyoufu nado nai
yakeochita yashiki kara mitsukaru darou kodoku na "oyako" no nakigara ga...
[Daishiwa  meikai no nushi to saigo no shinpan]
me ga sameta toki ni  hitori ita basho wa meikai no mon tengoku ka jigoku ka  sore o kimeru no wa meikai no nushi
gokuaku nin de mo kane sae haraeba  sukutte yaru sa jigoku no sata mo kane shidai
watashi wa hohoemi  meikai no nushi ni sotto mimiuchi
"watashi no zaisan  kisama nanzo ni wa  kesshite watasanai"
tobira ni tobikonda kono karada jigoku no soko e ochite yuku
sou tsumi wa watashi no sajikagen hitotsu akutoku no JAJJIMENTO tatoe dare darou to watashi no tsumimade sabaku koto wa mitomenai
sou itsuka kono te ni atsumeyou daizai no FURAGUMENTO sono toki ni jigoku wa watashi to musume no YUUTOPIA e to kawaru darou...

KAITO - Akutoku no Jajjimento/Judgement of Corruption lyrics (English)

KAITO - Judgement of Corruption

Corrupted administration of justice
Determined by the social status of the accused
I'm the master of the court
I want money more than justice

Even the heinous people
Can be saved if they pay money
Money is the best lawyer in hell

The appearance and the age, the race and the gender
That's all irrelevant
The important thing is that you can pay money
That's all

Your life depends on me
If you want salvation, show me your money

So sin is my only consideration
Judgement of corruption
If you want to emerge from the swamp of false accusations
Then just give me more money

Even for my daughter who isn't able to walk
I need money
If I assemble all the seven deadly sins
My wish will come true

Today the courtroom of doubt is opened again
Bad people laugh while good people cry

So sin is my only consideration
Judgement of corruption
If I want to grant my personal dearest wish
I'll continue swinging this injust hammer

An unscrupulous serial killer who was the leader of the army
It's naturally a capital crime
A bribe is given to me
I say that the accused is innocent

A civil war created from wrath 
The leader of the army was killed
Miserable corpses are exposed in the fields

I meet the brunt of the wrath
The residence burns brightly
My beloved "daughter",
I'm not scared as long I'm with her

In the burned down residence you can find
The lonely corpses of "a parent and his child"...

When I woke up I was alone in that place 
The entrance of the underworld
Heaven or hell, who decides it is
The master of the hellish yard

Even the heinous people
Can be saved if they pay money
Money is the best lawyer in hell

I smile at the master of the hellish yard
And I whisper softly into his ear

"I will never give my fortune to you."

I head for the door
And my body falls down to the bottom of hell

So sin is my only consideration
Judgement of corruption
Even if someone
Doesn't write up the judgement of this sin

So someday I'll collect once more with these hands
A deadly sin fragment
At that moment hell will change into
Me and my daughter's utopia.

Kagamine Rin - The Lost One's Weeping lyrics (Japanese version)

The Lost One's Weeping

Hawatari suu senchi no fushin kan ga

Ageku no hate joumyaku o sashi chatte 

Byoujakuna ai ga tobidasu mon de 

Resu pooru  sae mo kyouki ni kaete shimaimashita 

No fikushon 

Suugaku to rika wa sukidesuga
Kokugo ga doumo damede kiraideshita (
Tadashii no ga dore ka nayande irya
Dore mo fu seikai to iu ochideshita

Honjitsu no shukudai wa mu koseina boku no koto
Kafusoku nai fujiyuunai saikin ni ikite ite
Demo doushite bokutachi wa tokidoki ni iya mainichi
Kanashi itte iu nda sabishi itte iu nda 

Kokuban no kono kanji ga yomemasu ka
Ano ko no shinshou wa yomemasu ka
Sono kokoro o kuroku someta no wa
Oi darena nda yo oi darena nda yo 

Soro ban de kono shiki ga tokemasu ka
Ano ko no kubi no wa mo tokemasu ka
Bokutachi kono manmade iindesu ka 

Oi dou sunda yo mou dou datte ii ya

Itsu made tattatte bokutachi wa
Zonzaina saimin ni yotte ite
Dou shiyou mo nai kurai no kyougou o
Zutto kakumatte ita nda (

Sakujitsu no shukudai wa aikawarazu to kenai ya
Kafusoku nai fujiyuunai saikin ni ikite ite
Demo doushite bokutachi no munamoto no katamari wa
Kietai tte iu nda shinitai tte iu nda 

Kokuban no kono kanji ga yomemasu ka 

Ano ko no shinshou wa yomemasu ka
Sono kokoro o kuroku someta no wa
Oi darena nda yo oi darena nda yo 

Soro ban de kono shiki ga tokemasu ka
Ano ko no kubi no wa mo tokemasu ka 

Bokutachi kono manmade iindesu ka
Oi dou sunda yo oi dou sunda yo

Menseki hi no koushiki iemasu ka
Kodomo no toki no yume wa iemasu ka
Sono yume sura dobu ni suteta no wa
Oi darena nda yo mou shitte ndaro

Itsu ni narya otona ni naremasu ka
Somosomo otona to wa ittaizentai nandesuka
Donata ni ukagaeba iindesu ka
Oi dou sunda yo mou dou date ii ya

Kagamine Rin - The Lost One's Weeping lyrics (English version)

The Lost One's Weeping

A dagger of distrust
Finally pierces a vein,
By suddenly appearing, this weak love,
Even transforms a pole into a lethal weapon.

It's not fiction.

I do like math and science,
Since I'm useless at Japanese, I hate it,
But if I continue to worry about which is correct,
I feel that they'll both turn out to be wrong.

Today's
Homework is
About me
Who has no personality,
It's just enough,
I'm satisfied,
I've started to live,
But why is it, we
Sometimes-- no, always
Say we're sad,
Say we're lonely?

Can you read the Kanji on the blackboard?
Can you read that kid's imagination?
Who was it, that dyed his heart black,
Hey, who was it?
Hey, who was it?

Can you solve this equation on the abacus?
Can you loosen the rope around that kid's neck?
Is it fine, if we remain like this?
Hey, what should I do?
It doesn't matter anymore...

No matter how much time passes, we've
Been carelessly intoxicated by hypnotism,
I've always hopelessly hid,
Behind
Arrogance from power I no longer have.

As always,
I can't
Solve
Yesterday's homework,
It's just enough,
I'm satisfied,
I've started to live,
But why is it,
The devil deep inside us
Says we want to disappear,
Says we want to die?

Can you read the Kanji on the blackboard?
Can you read that kid's imagination?
Who was it, that dyed his heart black?
Hey, who was it?
Hey, who was it?
Can you solve the equation on the abacus?
Can you loosen the rope around that kid's neck?
Is it fine, if we remain like this?

Hey, what should I do?
Hey, what should I do?

Can you recite the area ratio formula?
Can you recite your dreams as a child?
Who threw those dreams down the drain,
Hey, who was it?
But I already know.
When will you grow up?
What the heck is 'growing up' in the first place?
Who should I be asking?
Hey, what should I do?
It doesn't matter anymore...